sleepygenius: (hopeful)
I...actually have an idea for something. I'm not sure how feasible it is and it's definitely not one of my best..but I think I'm getting back to normal. Hopefully I'll be all better when I get back home next week. I'm kinda relieved. I don't want to be a burden to my sister or to Kei-kun.


I'm slowly starting to be able to go through life without thinking about Yuki-kun and his girlfriend all the time. If this is what love is like, I'd rather go hide somewhere I'll never feel it again. Ryou-kun's advice was helpful...but I'm still soooooooo lost. At the same time, I want love and then I don't.

...I get hurt enough in real life and my experiments, I don't need to get hurt mentally as well. I'm just so tired of hurting and getting hurt. I don't know how other people do it. Maybe I'm weaker or something.... My mood's been going down recently, so I've been sleeping more so my sister can't tell that anything's wrong. Because then she'll tell nii-san and he'll feel guilty, and it's not him. He's...just a part of the problem, I suppose.

I had a dream a while back where I went to sleep for a very long time and woke up and the world had changed around me when I was unchanged. At that time, it was a nightmare, but I'd almost welcome it now. except Kei-kun and Yuu-kun and Gakkun and Ryou-kun and everyone wouldn't be around anymore or they'd be really old. That would be sad. But I'd like a nice long sleep for a few years or so to get my head on straight.

Lookalikes

Nov. 17th, 2013 09:16 pm
sleepygenius: (coy sleepy)
....I saw someone who looked just like Sakaki-sensei today. It was weird! But....it was in some weird shady alleyway. I made me remember all those weird things we used to wonder about how Sakaki-sensei had so much money from just being a teacher and a musician, right? What if he really was in the yakuza or something?

But yeah, my sister said that it was a stupid conspiracy theory and it was probably just someone else who looked a lot like him. Still, she didn't see him.....it could have been!

My mojo still isn't back yet. I'm kinda wondering when I'll get it back. Maybe travelling isn't for me? I should go visit some invention fairs or museums or something. Maybe that will help....

Oh yeah, Marui-chan! The rent should be due soon! Tell me when the bill arrives, and then I'll make the transaction from here.

-Jirou
sleepygenius: (hopeful)
I think you really do need breaks sometimes. Touring the country for universities is a lot of fun. My sister's pretty good at asking questions, and what she doesn't, I do, so it all works out~! She performs some of her music pieces in places, and I forgot how good she was! She's soooo good. I'm really proud of her and I can't believe I forgot. I guess not living with someone everyday does that for you.

I was going to say something else, but I forgot....I've been napping a lot more than usual, I guess? I feel sort of like a cat, just searching for the best places to nap XD People give me weird looks when they find me. I guess it's more socially acceptable for a kid to go around napping or something. I dunno.

I'm still not quite sure what's been wrong with me....but I think I'm getting better. I hope, at least.

They have a new flavour of pocky! That was what I wanted to say! It's like, tropical flavoured and stuff. It's good :D
sleepygenius: (sad)
I've been trying to put this off for a while....but I guess I really just can't do anything without this.

Kei-kun, I'm going to take a break. Not a long one, just two weeks or something! But...I can't really keep working at the moment :( My mind isn't being useful at all. So..I'm just going to head out. I was speaking with imouto-chan and she wants to tour some music colleges in other parts of Japan so I'll be going with her, since my parents can't.

So...if anyone needs me, just text me or call me or send me something here. but I won't be at the apartment.

-Jirou
sleepygenius: (hopeful)
It's so straaange. Imouto-chan called today and she said it was her graduation really soon and she was calling me to save the date in advance, since March is a while away and she knows I get busy. But it's so straaaaange. She was like...tiny, just two years ago, and now she's graduating high school? Okay, she's still tiny. She got kaa-san's tiny gene, but she's grown up now and that's just weiiiird. I can still call her imouto-chan, right?

And...uh...if you see plumes of smoke coming from a large race-track...that might have been me. Need to realllly work on making my rocket-powered stuff actually work....

Anyone want to go for karaoke or clubbing or something soon? I'm kinda bored~

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-Jirou

More food?

Jul. 12th, 2013 11:15 pm
sleepygenius: (asleep)
I went ter see the doctor today after he really, really insisted (not even joking, he emailed me like twenty times till I couldn't ignore it). He said that I'm dangerously underweight for my height and that I should eat way more, since my metabolism burns through everything I eat. But I never feel hungry 'ny more. And sweets apparently don't count as a nutritious food substance so I have ter eat more stuff like meat and vegetables.

I don't wanna eat more of anything, but he says it'll help my narcolepsy...And I think I'd do anything at this point to make it better. Sister's got a concert coming soon. 'S two hours long, but it's her first ever major one which is super awesome and I want to be able to sit through the whole thing without falling asleep.

I'm just tired. Is there any way to make yourself more hungry?

Oh yeah, Ryo-kun, what colour suit do I need? Can't wait ter be your best men~! It's going to be so sugee and awesome and neat and fun~!

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